I Only Can Stare At The Future,,,,, But Can I Do Anything?

where should i go now? i have no hala tujuan now... im so stuck over there... i find happiness and i feel proud to be there.. but can i manage to cope with it? i know i shouldn't give up on myself so easily... bt sometimes when you know your fate...... you have to face it.... can i change it? even i myself dont even know.. will there be any changes? NO!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!